Before you dive into these words, take a look at this image.
Look at the water, replenishing this beautiful, living, growing, life-giving plant.
Is the plant selfish for being watered?
I think not!
Selfish is a word that is loaded with a ton of shame, at least for me. And that, in turn, can add stress to an already difficult time we are all facing during this COVID-19 pandemic.
Do any of these resonate for you?
- You need to take care of everyone else first.
- Get all your work done, and then, maybe you can play.
- You’re not allowed to rest until you collapse in exhaustion or sickness.
- Taking care of yourself first brings shame.
- Saying no is selfish.
- When you do try to do something for you, your family seeks you out like a fierce game of hide and seek!
- When you manage to sneak away, even to the bathroom for a luxurious solitary pee, or even bath, you feel reenergized, yet slightly guilty.
Here’s the truth:
(aka what I’ve learned in all of my training, research, and the school of life!)
You’re no good to anyone if you’re exhausted, sick, fried, resentful.
Repeat after me: I am not my best self when I play the martyr.
Your loved ones deserve your mentally and physically healthy, refreshed self, and if you don’t put your own oxygen mask on first, you’re heading down a slippery slope without a helmet! And then, who’s going to be the superhero in your family?
Trust me. I was trained to care for others first. From a very early age I felt it was my job to be sure others were happy and not in conflict.
It’s not served me well. Autoimmune illness, check. Crash and burn, check. Shame spirals that overcome me at times, check.
At 55, I am learning that caring for me is not selfish, it’s essential. I hope you learn this sooner, and have some extra bonus years of joy!
What will you do today for YOU?
It can be as simple as finding a quiet place to drink your coffee and savor the birdsong, waking gently before diving into your to-do list!
It can be a short mindful breathing practice, or maybe even a loving kindness meditation!
It can be treating your body with some gentle stretching and movement.
It can be slathering on some beautiful fragrant (safer skin care of course!0 lotion
It can be baking something that makes the house smell like your favorite holiday.
It’s really up to you!
Let me know your thoughts on this concept of self-care/selfish? And let me know what you will commit to today, even if it’s something that takes under 5 minutes!